6 days of 6 sentences 3 - writer's block gone.

After having writer's block I can now catch up my days.

I thought it was a squirrel. It wasn't, it was a cat toy. My heart jumped into my throat as i pictured the idea of the cat catching a squirrel at last. It would be bad, but an achievment for the cat. Better than the mouse, the dead ones she leaves outside and the live ones she brings into house. Thankfully I can jump.

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I'm also wondering how i can make my blog look as wonderful as Laura Cox's blog, for hers is AMAZING!!!! seriously lovely.

6 days of 6 sentences, day 2

In the spirit of yesterday's 6 sentences, I have decided to keep this up for 5 more days. totalling 6 days of 6 sentence stories. Maybe yesterday's won't count as a story as it didn't have a strict end. But for now, at least, it has an end, and i think that it is fine. It may well be extended at some point but for now it is done.  And yes some of them may be more prose or poetical, but as long as the have 6 sentences, everyone is happy. It's just a lovely excerise for me to work my writing brain steams.

So here is todays

A dusky blue sky as the hours ticked on. The tree looks black as branches expand over the window; it seems to merge with the garden below it. My thoughts drift momentarily to him, I wonder what he is doing, and if he was thinking about me. Such a change yet everything is calm. The TV is just noise, but I stare intently waiting for words to come. And then realise, everything is just beginning.

6 sentences

Something I wrote and thought I'd share, it is inspired my Chris Killen and his 6 sentences.

The sky was pink and blue candy striped, like a stick of rock. And it reminded me of a stick of rock that now sat in a box. I’d made it on one of my many day tips with Paul. We’d made it at the John Bull factory, a “K” carefully hidden inside, I say carefully, it was more careless and lack of experience when it came to making rock. The booze rock we bought on our Whitby holiday lay with it and I longed to be there so that I might taste it and be taken back to what it was like to be with him. And to be on that holiday, to smell the sea air as we waited to cross the bridge, and then go sit on the bar’s balcony at the bottom of the steps to the abbey. Whilst of course drinking wine and looking over the bay, me occasionally glancing at him being reminded how lucky I was.

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I am once again very sorry for my lack of postage. I have now moved again and LOVE LOVE LOVE loving the new place, and am hoping its an opportunity to leave all the crap behind me and really get into the idea and basics of my new job. I love my new job and love the people, they are indeed very lush. I plan on flying to the US of A next year in order to see a very good friend of mine as I have not seen her for far too long.

I is a lovely hot day here and i want to be outside with something of a very large glass on zinfandel but alas i have children to look after and i have to drive later so this is off the agenda for these very important reasons, both as equally important as the other reason.

I will probably have to indulge in a cider once the children have gone to bed.......a good cider not the white lightening often seen in the hands of chavs at the local park. its the new stuff made by stella which i am hoping will be very nice. i will of coure tell you if it was.

I have something of a long journey tomorrow, 5 hours in total to get back to my home town for easter. 3 hours on a direct train and the rest driving. but i am sure it will be worth it as i get to see my mum and the dog micky. not to mention the family. and i will be indulging in a bevvy or 2 tomorrow night with the girls, as it has also been too long since i have done this.  So i would hope it is going to a good one.

I will write to all you lovely people soon xxxxxx

confused

after a confusing month i'm now indeed more confused than i used to be. but the only thing i can think is that if something is meant to happen it will. and i'm back to thinking that everything happens for a reason. I just don't always understand the reason. It would be so much better if this thing was simple and if the answers were here now, i wouldn't have to go to sleep at night wondering what might be. But it's impossible and making the best of the situation is hard especially when you don't know what someone is thinking and feeling. The only thing i can think and keep thinking is what will be will be, and everyone has a life planned out for them. its just sometimes, at times, its hard to accept that the life that is planned for you might not be the life that you want at that moment in time. but the life that is planned for you is the one you are meant to have. and when you look back at what you wanted thats when you realise why it hasn't happened, you just have to power through to see if what you want is what you'll end up getting. which looking at that has confused me. in other words there is a reason for everything.
the way I look at it is,
you have a life planned for you
sometimes you want something different
its hard to accept it
when you don't get what you want but the life that's planned you realise that the thing you wanted wasn't that great after all.

still, i just have to power through this crappy situation.

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I understand that i am totally rubbish having not posted for a month, but here i am posting again. much has happened, i have now had two dates with Bambi, ( a name to be explained another time) and he is indeed one amazing chappy, not to mention a total hottie. and if he's reading this right now he'll now its true as i told him this last night. though it is a major suck fest i will now not see him till May. it makes me very sad in my face. So i'm now sat watching scrubs, missing him muchly, again if you do read this, you'll know i am actually crazy and do miss you.